What can i say!? hmmm i'm not like most people, I guess. I'm Odd, a bit random, and I love simple things. I like to take the time and enjoy where I am and who I am with. I wish people would slow down and see the world through my big brown eyes,maybe they would learn something or see how I see them. Then maybe they'd stop questioning every sec of their lives and just relax. I'm LuNa! All I want to do is enjoy my life and see where it takes me.
What I wont say…
You never really know how much you love someone until your forced to think how it would be if they were not in your life. You never really notice how much you need them,want them, care for them until there is a chance you might have to one day say good-bye. No matter how many times you stop to smell the roses there is always one that you always seem to forget, and you never really notice until something feels out of place.
That’s kind of how i feel today. when you told me the news and the way you cried but i could still see that you kept so much inside. I keep replaying it in my head and I keep wishing that I had something wise, something funny to tell you just so you could smile.
I can see the fear in your eyes and yet I can not say a word because I am so scared that if i speak to you, you will see right into my soul. It was you that always said I speak with my eyes and i fear they will yell out to you that I am not okay.
:sigh:
You never know what you will miss until it almost slips away. Until your holding onto it with all you might to pull it right back, close enough to keep to your heart. You never wish that you can until you can’t. The need for hello’s only come when you can only say good-bye.
But I’m not scared to say good-bye because I know your to strong to let this thing get you without a fight. I’m not scared to tell you good night because your to stub-burn to be scared and feel alone. I only wish that Sometimes I could open my eyes a little wider so i could really see what I need to, because next time their might not be a next time…
