February 2012
1 post
No one likes to lose. Everyone talks about the lessons that you can learn from it. About how you should remember what was gained and not dwell on what you can not get back. And while the lessons are good ones. I can not help but think “Who are we kidding?” Sometimes losing is something no lesson can prepare you for.
As I sit here and watch them cry. As I listen to everyone telling...
January 2012
1 post
I don’t think I’ve ever been in love before. You know? Wanting to be with that person as much as I can. Loving things about them, that i never even knew I liked. Like the way their eyes look as the sun hits them. Or the way they look at you and smile. Playing with your hair or just kissing you on the forehead. Things that I’ve never cared about suddenly seem so huge to me. And...
December 2011
1 post
I use to think she was such a strong women. The kind that would do anything, the one who did what she had to. I use to look up to her and I use to love her with such a passion, that she couldn’t do wrong in my eyes.
Funny how things just change.
Everything changes eventually; never thought My feelings about her would. It’s like i had a film over my eyes and every time I looked...
August 2011
3 posts
The violinist
As I watched her play it was nothing like I ever seen. I wanted to memorize the moment forever. I wanted to know how she made things look easy, how when she played it was as if the trees dance with the melody. Her eyes closed as if she didn’t need to see because the music was already inside of her. It was imprinted in her heart; what gave her a soul. As I listen I fell in love I never knew...
Fear is a funny thing. It can determine so much of what you do with you life. It can make you as a person and shape you into someone you never wanted to be. Sometimes fear is the biggest show stopper of all. I think what I am learning about it, is that you can’t always stop just because you’re scared. You can’t always expected someone to hold your hand through life. Sometimes you really need to...
looking back
I guess looking back on things isn’t all that bad. I mean having the memories of all the good things that happened. All the smiles that where shared. Sometimes when you look back not everything turns into a big pillar of salt. I think what I am starting to realize, is that sometimes looking back on something isn’t bad at all, or a waste of time. It gives you that needed chance to see...
July 2011
1 post
Take it all....
It’s funny how people forget all the things you do for them. How they take and take and they never stop to just take in all you do. To thank you,or to just realize that you do what you can because you care. You’re not hoping for some big reward at the end of the day. You just flat out really care for them. It’s so easy to take from people. But the next time you take realize how...
June 2011
1 post
May 2011
2 posts
life
Sometimes you have to really step back from life to look at it. See Where you’re going and who you’re becoming. See if it’s all worth it. I thing the best thing that i ever did was step back. See who i was and who i knew i could become. It’s easier said then done i know. But life is something that you only get to do onces.
One shot no retakes no rewinding back the clock....
rant
I can’t stop thinking about how unfair the world seems to be. How the people that less deserves the worst always seem to end up with it one way or another. I just can’t wrap my head around it no matter how hard I try. There are so many people like you, good,kind hearted, full of love. So many people that deserve so many better things and might never get them.
I feel like the worst...
April 2011
2 posts
Have you ever wanted something so badly, that its all you think about? I don’t think I ever felt that way until now. I just want to be able to get it because I know I deserve it.
I guess the thing that worries me most is I know life isn’t fair. But just this onces I’d like to get something that could really change my life. Something that proves I’m not as much of a loser...
March 2011
5 posts
check this out please
Everyone knows what happen to Japan and Everyone can agree that it was very sad. But I think that other then just sitting there we can be doing something worth wild. If you could help wouldn’t you ? Check out this link. please
http://news.blogs.cnn.com/2011/03/13/tsunami-aid-and-relief-how-you-can-help/
Japan
It’s crazy to think that something so terrible can happen in such a short period of time. How people can go from being somewhere to existing at all. When I heard the news about Japan I was so worried about my friend that lives there. To know that so many things where destroyed and to just think that someone you care about could be one of them is scary….
It makes you think a lot. About...
worries
When you know something is coming it’s nerve recking. Being able to count the days one by one, leading up to that finally moment. The worst thing though is not knowing the outcome of it all. To finally get there and come to the realization that what you hope for might not come true.
There are somethings people can’t hold your hand for. Somethings that you have to deal with alone....
one person
Have you every felt completely and utterly alone? You know, when you feel like you are in a room of thousands of screaming people and no one can hear you. Like a Star in the city night sky trying to shine. But no matter how bright it truly is those city lights and fog cover it up.
Completely, utterly alone. Do you know that feeling ?
Sometimes it scares me, and some days I am thankful for...
February 2011
1 post
January 2011
2 posts
What you can't see
What is it about you that makes you think I can do what I can’t. Why do you look at me like there is something more inside of me? Sometimes I can’t keep on going,Sometimes everything isn’t going to be okay. So why is it that you look at me and think differently ? All i see is broken pieces, So shattered that there would never be a point in trying to put them back together.
...
letter to C
It’s funny all the things you can learn from different people. How sometimes the best lessons are learnt when you least expect them. I think that’s what I vauled most in our friendship. Because even though it isn’t a friendship that has live for years and I know we will never quite know everything about each other. It doesnt matter because it’s just so simple to be friends...
December 2010
2 posts
My friend let me listen to this song and I luv...
November 2010
2 posts
I’m glad that I have the family I do.even if they are totally crazy a little off center and way too loud! Because when you least think they will , yet when you most need it they will be there in a heart beat .
You know your blessed when your friends are the same way. Its something about knowing that people care that makes the day better. Thank you
“Never think that you have forever.”
– Me
October 2010
4 posts
“As i get older I realize it okay to ask for help. It doesn’t make you less...”
– me
fries by any other name....
I went to Wendy’s with Krissy today day and we ended up buying fries for the seagulls to eat. It was pretty awesome being in a huge parking lot and seeing peoples reactions as they drove/walked by us. Starring at us throwing fries in the air and watching the seagulls freak out and eat them all. Even seeing the other birds trying to get in on the action was funny. It really made my Sunday...
I love my dad
We where driving to the doctor’s office today. And as we passed a park I said in a joking voice “Man there are no kids on the swings today, we should totally go there on our way back.” He looked at me and laugh and I thought nothing of it as we went on our way. But on the way back home as we where just about to pass the park he pulled over and parked the car. I looked at him and...
September 2010
5 posts
How do you truly forgive someone if you are unwilling to forget. How do you move on if you are always looking back? How do you smile when all you want to do is cry? And why is it okay to say you will, when you know you can’t? These are the questions that sometimes run in my head as I listen to people tell me their problems and their stories.
Yet it seems no matter how many times I hear the...
What I wont say...
You never really know how much you love someone until your forced to think how it would be if they were not in your life. You never really notice how much you need them,want them, care for them until there is a chance you might have to one day say good-bye. No matter how many times you stop to smell the roses there is always one that you always seem to forget, and you never really notice until...
360....
i just got an xbox 360 and man i can understand why there are some people who never leave their room haha. I spent over two hours playing this sucker and talking to people online while I played halo! What in the world is wrong with me. Just when I thought I could not be more of a nerd am at game stop talking to someone about a video game! A video game! hahaha. Just goes to show you adult never...
“I think as your grow older you learn that it’s not so much how long you...”
– LUNA
August 2010
3 posts
It taste like an apology
The Rumor of passions meaning lies in meanings absence,
That is what I always told you,
And it was my biggest lie.
The only thing that was absence was my presents.
That is why you doubted my passion.
That is how you caught me in my lie,
I never stop just once to tell you,
I just kept it all up.
I can not bear to see you like this,
All the pain you now have inside.
If only there were more...
Something I've been asked a lot so I finally wrote...
How does my Latino heritage influence who I am today?
All my life I have been raised to never forget who I am or where I come from. My father is from El Salvador and my mother from Puerto Rico. They both wanted a better life for their children, so that they could have all the things they never could afford. Growing up as a Latino wasn’t hard at first. When you’re in a whole community of your own...
Weekend lesson
I never realized that even the worst of days don’t seem so bad when your with people you love. That even something you would be so mad at could be fine just because your happy to see everyone is okay. amazing all the little lessons you learn when you don’t think you can.
How sometimes you are given the strength to laugh when others would cry. Or stay sane when others lose their...
July 2010
6 posts
“If men could only know each other, they would neither idolize nor hate.”
words
It always made me laugh how people assume that you need strength to hurt someone. That the one pain that can leave a mark comes from a fist or weapon. They never really see their words as weapons and they never really stay long enough to see their marks on the people they so carelessly throw them at. Sometimes we don’t even mean to mark the ones we do, yet when we do there is really no...
I really felt this song today…
I have a dark and dreadful secret.
It’s an embarrassing confession really.
If you don’t know the kind of person I am you’d think it’s a blessing.
Ha, a blessing indeed, it’s more of an impulse.
My life has been wasted utterly.
Brilliant, Luminous, Powerful.
Oh such an impulse!
Stop mumbling you old fool, cut to the chase.
Oh how I Savour, Taste, Enjoy such a secret.
It is a light verse.
Ves...
A little lie and a little truth (written in 2009)
I love the way the cold hits my face each morning.
As if with each whip it asks if I’m a live.
I love the fact that I can think and question everything
And still come up with no answer for it all.
I like to think that if I close my eyes long enough I can have my perfect day.
I like to sit and say nothing and know that the most was just said.
However most of all I wish I could just stop time.
I...
June 2010
3 posts
Happy
I’m happy with who I am! I am glad that I am no one else but me. I know that tomorrow I will be the same as today and if some people find that a bit dull, well that is quite okay.
Too many people aim to please but if I can’t be happy with me,who will ever be? I refuse to be the women who looks in the mirror and questions herself. Or the girl who listens to magazines and tv, telling...
Weekend is here and I’m glad. I need some time to write … Plus dads b day tomorrow and he finnnnallyy has grey hair haha…. Getting that crown of wizzzzdom lol
May 2010
4 posts
I love this song
Morning Lullabies
“There’s just somethings that I couldn’t live without. Like when I wake up and I see his face, how happy he is just to see that I’m awake. Every time the birds start their hymen. The way you can’t help but to want to sing along. The smell of coffee being made. The way that each sip can warm a soul. It just the little things each morning. The things that happen day...
Don't wanna look back
Have you ever try to run away from your past? Just wanted to get away from who you use to be or everything you knew. But it seemed like the faster you ran the harder the past tried to follow you? Like running really wasn’t a choice.
I think I finally got it though. That while running from anything never works. Looking back on the past and fixating on it also doesn’t make it better. It might even...
